Not Quite Like Juno,

Ask me anything   My name is Kelsey, I'm twenty two. And I am a birth mother. My son is two years old and we have an open adoption with his super amazing parents. This blog is a real and honest look at adoption from a birth mom's perspective.

Quick facts: Living in a shitty little town in PA. Fair warning, I have a potty mouth and I'm a bit blunt. I can be petty and immature but I try to be better. M isn't my son's real name, I made up names for him and his parents because I'm not creative and couldn't think of cute nicknames, D&R are my son's parents (dad and mom, respectively). Birth dad is now my ex boyfriend (or something) but still best friend and biggest supporter. I follow through my main blog (ask for it) and will follow back fellow birth moms, adoptees, and potential/adoptive parents

Freaking out about court tomorrow (or rather today since it is 4 AM)

I really want to go, but I’m nervous as hell to talk in front of people. I want to go, but I don’t. Part of me really thinks it’s something that I need to do, but another part is just afraid I’m going to freak out and break down in a court room full of people I don’t know. When I told Zakk I was going, he said he didn’t think I should but he’d skip class to go with me. I told him not to bother, he doesn’t need to be missing any more class (he missed a lot when we were in the hospital) especially during his last week.

I think I might bail. I don’t know.

— 2 years ago with 57 notes
#adoption  #birth mom  #court  #court hearing  #finalized  #IDK IM NERVOUS U GUIISE  #IDK WHAT TO DO 
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